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about
Reason is about gaslighting, about the precise moment you realise everything you saw and felt were real and you were being manipulated into thinking otherwise. At the moment it’s hard to find the right words, I wrote Reason so I don’t have to.
I wrote Reason with my producer Tev’n. We wanted to write a song that was self-affirming, that song you sing at the top of your lungs to the person who’s wronged you and in that feel power.
I hope it helps
Big hugs
Amahla
lyrics
Verse 1
Don’t you get tired
Of living life in denial
I should’ve considered
Getting caught in your lies
Pre chorus
I followed you home
You were leading them on
It was justified - I
Chorus
I did it all for a reason
Why won’t you listen to me?
I know why I crossed a line
You had me out of my mind
When it was more than a feeling
Verse 2
Would you have preferred
I sat on my hands and played dumb?
Imagine me closing my eyes staying quiet
Cuz I can’t picture that hun
Pre chorus 2
I set the plan to go
Cuz I felt this way before
It’s in the little lies
See it through my eyes
Chorus
I did it all for a reason
Why won't you listen to me
I know I crossed a line
You had me out of my mind
When it was more than a feeling
Bridge
I found your keys and I crashed your car
Threw your shit off the second floor
So let’s call this a reckoning
Lost the battle but won the war
You’ll ignore all the evidence
Led me on, it was self defence
All long, you pushed me close the edge
Chorus
I did it all for a reason
Why won't you listen to me
I know why I crossed a line
You had me out of my mind
To me it all had a meaning
I did it all for a reason
Outro
credits
released September 13, 2022
Written by Amahla & Tev'n
Acoustic Version produced by Alæ
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